don’t you remember,

when I try my best to always beside you even with your unhealthy life style, your habbits, your priority?

don’t you remember time that we spent together? we spent those times with your unhealthy life style, your habbits, your priority

don’t you remember when I made you my first of all even with your unhealthy life style, your habbits, your priority?

 Those times, those moments. all things that I did with your unhealthy life style, your habbits, your priority, make me LOST. really losing myself.

SO, I CHANGE TO GET MYSELF BACK.

And when I change and turn into the-real-me (in contrast to your unhealthy life style, your habbits, your priority), what did you do?

did you do what I did to you like those times?

Because I don’t feel that you did or even try.

when I go away from you, did you ever try to pull me back?

Don’t you know that I’m alone try to become the-real-me?

Don’t you know that I felt so lonely when I try to change?

Why you don’t come and do like I did those times?

No. I’m not asking in return of what I’ve done before. I really enjoy those times, those moments. I really love those times.

But still I need myself to be the real me. We grow up and we choose.

I’m not forcing you to do like what I did, so I said we choose.

you choose what your priority. you do what you love to do.

and I’m here. I have choose my priority. I love myself now. I enjoy with people around me that always support everything that I do.

I hope you feel the same.

enjoy your priority and love your life.

thank you for everything

may I say,

CASE CLOSED